Word is Julia Bond
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Word is Julia Bond
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Many times I am asked, how do I do it. Sometimes I would have an answer or sometimes I would avoid the question, period. How do I stay smiling, how do I stay positive. I go back and forth with my feelings a lot and struggle with my own demons. I am far from perfect but my determination shows perfection. But I have came to realize that I am truly, fucking amazing. Plus, who is anyone to really talk about anyone anyways? I do what most people can not, and that is to admit my faults and stay strong even when the world tries to hold me down. And when I say my faults, I am speaking my faults in life, not in the industry. That career choice, is not a fault, people want to throw it in my face, because in reality, that is the only thing they can fall back on and use “against” me when really, it only makes me stronger. We all have our closet with skeletons in it, some more than others and some have different skeletons. Going into the industry is something I used to regret and I would let it interfere with my progression as a person. I would let the assumptions and judgments of others get to me. I would question myself as a person, as a part of society. Coming out of that war alone, makes me incredible. I recently had a discussion with a friend, who opened my eyes even more. She let me know its OK to be OK with what I did. I have to accept it and do something with it. Turn it into something else. I have made drastic changes in my life and I am only getting better and stronger. Being in the industry has opened and will continue to open many doors for me. My career choice does not define who I am. None of your career choices or decisions do as well. It is the moment we continue to screw up and never learn or remain reckless, is when it becomes an issue. My choices in life did and still do play a part in my future, good or bad and that is why I choose to try and do the best I can. It is crazy how you feel you can be honest and open with people, but they they use your words against you in the future or twist it into their own something. It is like a person can never win. Or at least we feel that way until we see things more clear and we understand that we do not have to live in fear of worrying about others will say or think. At this moment I am free. I am doing me and focusing on something I never really did…myself. I always lived for others. I think that is why I stumbled so many times, because I was worrying about satisfying other people, so I would wild out and do my own thing and make careless decisions. That is not reason to go fucking off, but I have done things and I have no valid reason, expect I just clearly, messed up. Decisions I have already paid for and I will be damned if anyone tries to make me think otherwise of myself. We live in a world where we will be remembered most likely for our faults, rather than be praised for the positive we are doing and that is OK, we can not change the views and opinions of those around us. What is not OK is if we allow these people to win. Unfortunately, people have the power to get to your brain, BUT we individuals also possess the power to not let it interfere with our game plan, with our outcome. You make a few bad turns and people will try to drag you down that same road. Be stronger than that. We only live ONCE. Yes, I am that Porn star, but you know what FUCK IT. I am also, a damn amazing mother, a friend, a talented woman, a strong , independent female and a survivor. Fake? Hardly, do not let my flaws, disguise the truth. Those dear to me know who I am and they also know that I live 2 lives. It is a damn ENTERTAINMENT business. WE ENTERTAIN! if you do not understand it, then do not be a part of it. Because it is not going anywhere.We all as humans make poor decisions, it is a part of life.The only thing that matters is if we learn from them. I like to have to fun, be the life of a party, show off my sexiness, laugh out loud, make others laugh, I take sexy photos, yes, I tend to get a little wild, and yeah, so what, I like attention from time to time, pardon me for being a woman but I AM ME. Take it or leave it,because I am also, funny, caring, sensitive, giving, passionate and many, many ,many other things. There is more good to me than bad. As long as I see it and applaud it, that is what is important. If I am labelled a “slut” and lord knows what else,because I am single and living life, then so be it. The only reason I am given so much shit for what I do with my life, now in the present time, is because I carry this “Pornstar” label. Woman period, have a hard time standing up for themselves, expressing themselves, being sexy, being outgoing, only because if they do so, they have to worry about society categorizing them. Try being a worldwide.sex icon and having a past that most people do not agree with and trying to be yourself, all at the same time! It is way harder, because people have this certain perspective of you. All well, you can not please everyone and I do not intend to. I have learned to accept who I was and who I am now, which is one hell of a person! My intentions with this blog post, is to inspire people to be ,YOU. That regardless our past, we are still deserving of happiness, we are still deserving of respect. I think I could be doing way worse in life, considering everything and I have made it a mighty long way. I have faith in all of you who struggle with these types of issues. What I have done in my life or how I choose to do things, does not make me less of a woman or person. Do not ever for a second let anyone convince you that you are only worthy of so much. The world can be cruel and you may fee like no matter what you do, it is not good enough. Well it is. As long as you, in your heart, know who you are and the truth behind clothes doors, that is all you need to hold onto. People want to bring you down to their level and will TRY and contaminate your positive drive with negative energy. Do not allow it :) Do not let others outlook on YOUR life, distract you from who you are. Life is good. You are all stronger than you know. Trust me.
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